Something IS

This View of Life

As I look out of my window this morning,  the light catching the face of the clock on the tower, the trees, standing tall and strong in their winter revealed shapes, I feel such gratitude for life; looking and seeing.  Something resting deeply in me as I feel open to these old buildings,  these large trees,  and the life vibrancy in the light and air. 

Allowing the River

Allowing the river
to flow
Empty and Full
I accept my life
liking it or not
I rest like a rock
I am blown like
Straw in
the wind

Potent Peace

Swirling Emotions
of this Day
Driving rain & wind

In the centre
of this the
Still point
Bright Light
Essence
of
Potent Peace




Knowing that I know SUCH peace in such a deep way, it mystifies me how come I have such sadness in me. Such an unkindness to me.

Tears flow ... as
I soften into this
tender
resting in ... this place

can I give up this painful punishing, can I be with the ebb and flow is of the meanness, anger and pain causing hurt ... in ... the world -- can I go there ... and burn through... can I go there were I don't want to go

There is such pain and suffering in the world ... unbelievable suffering and ... in need to ... and such an attachment to '' suffering AND such a numbingness... and SUCH a want of

Merciful Kindness

The wave of grief and tears flood over the top
and ... tingling now ... in my belly
and a soft still
resting
acceptance & Peace

Life's Existence

free Space

flowing

golden

Swirl of Energy

The mists of Life

this Potent energy

arising

ebbing and flowing

Profound

This Magic

of

Life’s Existence

touching

I touch the ground
in the heart of existence
this peace I know

Standing on the Earth

Standing on this earth
I connect with
all that is.

It is a pleasure, honour
and my reason for being
to share the gifts
of who I am

In every moment.
Life, power of existence
pulsing through my veins
Every cell, atom, particle
of this body.
Dancing

I live, move breathe
and resonate with
this awesome energy
of Life

Power passion and purpose
guide my Life
I rest, easy in my skin
grateful for who I am.

breathing life in to
thru & from me
in each & every moment.
The divine dance delights.

Waves of love & light
wash over, through and
radiate from me

Divine dance divine
beyond all thoughts
it simply is.
This
Knowing
this knowing this, knowing this
knowing this
Here I am

What is the focus of my life?

Life shifts and changes.many faces across time.All show themselves in this instant.

The light bright light this is seen by the eye.

Open heart surgery, life school, transformation.

bowing in humility, softening . . I stand tall fulsome and present

It has been the pain and struggle, still the tendency comes. Now is the time to release this pattern. It may be rough as you negotiate the new ways., I will be with you, in all the many faces; love will always be with you.

focus happens as you pay attention to what arises. All is constantly shifting and changing. NOTHING fixed in any moment LIFE is available, in transformation

Joy, beauty power .. . in ALL there is, including the pan and suffering . . . see thru to the *life* that is always and ever present

Delay not awaken and know that you are already awake in this tumultuous joyous life. breathe forth in this instant the life and essence of who you are filing the room. that which is eternal .. . love . .. and that which is of the ego personalities and struggles.

Bow down, bow down before life, before no one and everyone, nothing and everything: this is the resonance co-resonance of life as you live your heart in and thru this day walk in this knowledge walk with me in life. I am in all things all things are in me .. . this is the great presence of life throughout all existence and across and thru time and space life exists.

Drop the pain and suffering, drop the attachment to how things should be and live life. enter into living . And know that already you are living.

THIS is the focus of your life. . . . your life as it is, as it unfolds. using love to blast thru, to melt thru to soften thru .. . whatever is needed in whatever way . . . your life is unfolding. Masculine and feminine contained in all. see life, the beauty of life in all. . . . missing it. . . . fearful . .. . sometimes this is so. . . this too passes, and one by one the faces of the knowing and unknowing will pass before you in your life .. . . this is love

I know once agian that I am free

Bathing in the crystal waters
of Divine beauty . here I rest
in Joy and Peace and
the calmness of Love

The turbulent storms of
waves tossed by the wind
and the Deep deep currents
of my not so consciously
Known life rest still, for
this moment .

I am beauty
I am that which never
ends - this is the truth,
this is the one constant
always there to be Known.
The rest, all the rest
simply comes & goes . in the
Living dance of this life .

All the troubles , all the Joys
moment by moment shift,
rise up & fall away. At
moments I seemingly am caught
and it appears as if there
is an impossibility of moving
forward in my life, it feels in
those instants as if there is
certain death of anialation
of extinction - non existence
Yet, it is a lie . The fear
is a lie and its grip can
come strongly , iron - cast iron
grip that stifles life

Yet , always there is another
dawning always, form this place
of imprisoning known , held &
fed over lifetimes. Always
the grace of Love comes
and somehow , in some miraculous
way it is dissolved & melted
this cage fashioned by
the mind and in the
dissolving I Know once again
that I am free And, bit
by bit glimpse by glimpse I
understand that always,
irrespective of what is
taking place in my life,
always I am free
this that is free is me
s i m p l y this. and Knowing
this & trusting this I
can Dive more deeply into
life . no matter how fierce
the storms challenges pain
Joys celebration's of this life
I know this freedom

Previous postings to 'Loving Thoughts'

previous posts of a selection of writings from my morning pages, intuitive writings. can be seen at my old blog Loving Thoughts

What is there for me to know?

It's the beginning of the year and I'm thinking of goals and etc; this came to me in my morning writing:

Follow initial intuition. If no .NO, if yes YES . . . radicalness. stay with the process of this, in your life. release the energy of the unmoving, stuck, blocked . . . saying no to that that does not bring joy. opening to & being in Joy with the life you have, with the people, things & family which you are guided to have & be with. ~ Let go of the rest and open into love, into the depths of heartful presence. The joy of it, the pain of it, the all of it.

Resting in love, resting in life, held by angels, by the divine ones - call their names call on them, communicate with this your life : all dimensions & all realities seeing this - life - in all your life. When the clamping of the mind & tightening of the body arise - be with it, welcome this, your house, your experience, your experiment in Life . and . always remember to return again & again to : life .

Trust life deeply enough that you enter in the experience of your life - Fully - . and that, in the seemingly tough decisions & places of this life that challenge to the very core your most cherished beliefs and assumptions about how the way it is.
Trust that Life holds you and you can know and follow guidance & the inner promptings. Trust that when you ask and wait & listen & look & feel you will Know what there is to Know & DO - knowing from the emptiness & 'unknown' waiting, to the full instant Knowing. And Doing from clear, action that flows now, or at a Known point in time, or 'not doing' which is a resting & waiting.

All this brings a joyful, heartful, heart opening blessed wonder.
I pray for support & wisdom to stay with, move thru or release any pain which arise to my consciousness, to my body felt experience. I pray for a rightness of that process.
Sitting on nothing . an impulse arises .

I remember ohhhh I remember ~ how long & how often must I sit in such a way?
until sitting & knowing & unknowing doing & not doing are all one.