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Showing posts with label Evolutionary Potential. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Evolutionary Potential. Show all posts

Saturday, June 25, 2016

day after referendum unbelievable changes



What is the focus of my life?  Where do I get clarity and guidance for that?


What is the deeper level of question?
from that comes the answer.  



What if there is no need for deeper? What if it is enough for live to be lived in, out, and from possibility, from and with presence guiding. The main place of guiding.  What if this is enough?


I feel touched by this revelation, a deep filling touched.   The layer of grief, that plays across my face, and through my body is revealed and is revealing….. nothing.


My mind goes in a thousand places. Associations and possibilities.  If feels overwhelming,  on one level… in one way and, in another, it is simply a something happening, which is nothing.





The rain rains, grey sky, the clouds weep for the discord which rips through this land.  It is not a crying for an outcome of yesterday's referendum, it is more a crying for the arising of the polarising meanness of what has been happening in the way the debate has been led, and what has been called out and encouraged in the people of this land……..  


my way is a better way, the best way and I will, like a petulant toddler, tease, taunt and bend the truth towards trying to bamboozle and force things my way.   


In this, the weaker ones group and cluster around self-interett, and the tone of bullying and oppression rises louder.  


This is not the way,  this is not the way of the heart, nor the way forward, in this step , of a compassionate beingness.


This is not an us or them, this is simply a particular play of life living itself out.


It is time for a meeting of friends, the deeper listening of nothing happening ordinary something.   It is time  for a union of our hearts with life. It is a time, this moment time, for this living happening to be realised , more fully, in this present moment.   


Not a deep to be revealed, but a welcoming of this moment reality, in all its simplicity  and presence of the eternity of existence.  A possibility of life, revealing all that it is, within the one heart beingness of life.


Live this, this life.  That is it.




What else is there to know?


The deep breath moves thru,  such a resting.  
All will be revealed, when the searching stops.  Rest now,  rest in this place.


What  if the busyness of numbness is not such.  What if the superego label is removed, dissolved and,    here  it is..  this  revealing… of… this liffe..   laid bare, in the depths of its patterning, in the house of its longing, in the place of its belonging.  What if this is the life.


Revealing this, in its one heart place, in its fullness of the overflowing of the  creative potentiality of the doing of one step after another, within the capability of visioning, planning and doing  manifesting, where things line up and the flow flows.  

Do not mistake the lack of flow to be a place of less.  Rest, rest in the flow that is happening,  Feel here , this one place revealing, dropping away the burden of creationing. And living, here in this moment, alive to the awakefulness of life.

Thursday, January 14, 2016

Arrise like this

World Wakes, the last star and the first birds, gratitude and such resting in my heart, deep deep in my heart. Sensing all this and more Tenderness vulnerableness and the Deep beauty of being.



These days, these precious days, just my father and I. So much learning, so much challenge. Profoundly grateful that, in the turmoil and poigniancy of this I feel so held, so much of the time. To be part of, witness and feel all this as the disintegrating of my Fathers mind and body is sucha gift as it continues apace, this is such a painful, poigniant and life affirming thing. And, this star with its great beauty greated me this morning. Blessing

Sunday, November 22, 2015

SUFFRAGETTE and challenges and opportunites

I was So so SO deeply moved by seeing this film. How so very different than the impression we were given at school. ..... So much to think about in the responses I had. what a roll on effect has happened since those amazing woman took the stand they did....and what lengths they had to go to. 


This took place,1.5 miles from where I now live. When I first saw this photo, before seeing the film, I though it was a bit shocking; now I understand what they had to go to, and  the lengths they went to just to get their voice heard thru the layering's of inertia in society then.
How unjust society was to women then... What it took to start to change that societal discrimination, and extraordinary how that ripples through until today (at the end of the film, the list of countries and dates of when women got the vote was a moment of revelation....)

I am sitting now in understanding more, how so much that discrimination is still inbuilt and the injustice of that. And deeper gratitude and respect for the amazing men and women that are courageously speaking and doing so much.

I am inspired and grateful for the light of awareness that is increasing, and wondering where the institutional, societal and cultural discrimination's are so large that we, and I, have yet to wake up, or wake up more to take action that will be powerful and effective.

What, I wonder, are those actions that are in line with the next evolutionary step of this my life

Seeing this film has depend this ongoing question in me.

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Someone killed my sister #RestorativeJustice #Suicide #EvolutionaryPotential

Someone killed my sister.  Grateful for #restorativejustice Ohhh.... could there be an equivalent? '#suicide

some notes from this mornings journal 10 years on.


Looking forward to meeting my sisters killer and to reconciliation......

so... that means... meeting her,

and

she is not here to email, txt or call... to meet and start that process...

Sunday, February 08, 2015

Meeting and Creating future Potential

I've been thinking a lot recently about goal setting, visioning, and planning.

What is there to see when there is no eyesight, (or we don't look in the 'ordinary' way).  What are the ways to create, imagine and take steps to the future when some, or even many of the thoughts say "this is impossible", "this is not the way". 

How can we accept and meet our shadows with curiosity and enquiry, and follow the evolutionary potential that is arriving, that is coming towards us to meet us from the future.

I am inspired and touched watching this http://youtu.be/x9vHwCIaSwM
 

For me this video is not so much that this artist is blind and paints and is succeeding in what he is doing,  but what is touching me is the imperative which he is following, and how his life is lining up for him.

What would happen, if we did that more in our lives, and were to 'see' life in that way?